Love,Life,meaning,...over (new moon)

I'm feeling it..

Malapit na mangyari ang isang bagay na  kinatatakutan ko mangyari..
Nasesense ko na..Malapit ng matapos..
Nung marinig ko bigla akong namanhid..
Parang nagkaroon ng hole sa puso ko..parang may bumara na hindi ko maintindihan..
Gusto ko sumigaw..Gusto ko magwala..Gusto ko magpakalango..
Buti na lang iba na mundo ko ngayon, dahil kung nasa elbi pa din ako,ginawa ko na to lahat..
Bakit masakit? Bakit?
Pero kahit masakit hindi tumutulo ang luha ko..
Parang umiiyak ako sa loob..
Sa gitna ng pagkaiyak ko ng walang luha biglang may naimagine ako na scene..
Napangiti ako..

Buong araw ako na nagmuni-muni, nagisip isip..
Narealize ko na hindi nga siguro kita mahal..
Narealize ko na parang hindi ako magiging masaya sayo..na hindi talaga tayo para sa isa't isa..
Masaya ako na naisip ko 'to, dahil parang madali na para sa akin na mabuhay araw-araw na wala ka..
Biglang hindi na masakit..wala ng nakabara..
Sorry..
Lalayo ako..Iiwas..
Sana maramdaman mo pero sana 'wag ka ng magtanong..
Sana maintindihan mo na kelangan ko at kelangan mo rin..
May parte na malungkot, syempre, hindi ko yun ipagkakaila..
Pero may mas malaking parte na masaya..
Masaya ako para sayo..Sana maging successful ka..
Masaya ako para sa akin kasi nakahanap ako ng bagong inspirasyon..
Aantayin ko ang muli nating pagkikita na pareho na tayong okay at masaya sa kanya-kanya nating buhay..

Inaantay ko na lang ngayon kung kelan ko makikilala ang Edward ko..

Puga Ka!

Bakit ba kasi ganito kita kamahal?!
Bakit ba kasi sobra kitang pinapahalagahan?!
Bakit ba bawat plano at pangarap ko sa buhay kasama ka?!
Bakit bago ako matulog at pagkagising ikaw ang nasa isip ko?!
Bakit ba hanggang ngayon ganito kalakas epekto mo sakin?

Gusto kong ipagsigawan sa buong mundo na mahal kita!
Gusto ko akin ka lang!

Pero ayaw ko!
Gusto ko ng tumigil!
Dahil kahit ikaw ang mundo ko, ang mudo mo naman ay hindi ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pero mahal talaga kita!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Getaways!

Roses. Bow!

Grand Gala

Red France

Aqua Baby

Classic

Glitter

I so looooovvvvvveeeeee flowers. I think most girls do love flowers. Rose is the most favorite flower of girls since roses are ancient symbols of love and beauty. The pictures of these roses I posted is from Island Rose. Island Rose offers online flower and gift delivery service.They offer French and Dutch variety of roses locally grown in their farm in Tagaytay. If you need roses for any occasion  just visit their site http://www.islandrose.net/.

Grand Gala is the most popular choice among their customers, those people with a large passion for life.Among those many bouquets they being offered, my favorites are the French Rose, with the same meaning as "I Love You", and the Aqua Baby, one of the most adorable of all roses. They also offer bouquets with different combination of colors, I love the Classic,a combination of red and white flower that exudes romance, and the Glitter, a dazzling blend of beautiful peach, pink, and lavender roses that will definitely captivate a woman's heart.
 
Roses and Their Meanings..

Pink
In general, symbolizes grace and gentility. The pink rose carries the message "you're gentle and graceful". Deep pink says "thank you". Light pink conveys admiration and sympathy.

Peach
Conveys sociability and friendship, modesty, appreciation, admiration and sympathy.

Red No color can say "I love you" better than this Valentine favorite. It not only speaks of passion but also stands for noble values such as respect and courage. White Has several special meanings - "you're heavenly," reverence and humility, innocence and purity, "I'm worthy of you," and secrecy and silence. In rose history, white roses are just as colorful as red ones. Yellow Expresses joy and gladness - the best gift for new mothers, newlyweds and graduates. Yellow roses are also a "not-too-obvious" reminder for the busy husband, wife, boyfriend or girlfriend. Orange Denotes enthusiasm and desire. Perfect for letting people know that you want to get to know them better. Roses..Bow!

Memorable Ballpen

Memorable Ballpen

If you think that this is just an ordinary pen well you're definitely wrong. This is a very special pen. You know why? Because this ballpen was the one I used to sign up my contract for my first job. Yahoo! This is it. No turning back. My unemployed days are over. Hehe. Good Luck to your chosen career April!

Start of Something New

Woohoo!

I had a great great weekend!

Last Saturday, I suppose to have an interview in Accenture for the position of Associate Software Engineer.
It has been 2 months ago since I had my first interview with them; I already thought that I didn't pass that interview until they called me up last Wednesday to say that I passed the first interview and they’re scheduling me for the next interview. But, when I arrived there and we all sat in the conference room, suddenly, Mr. Andrew told us that we were not there for an interview but for the job offer. What?! Amazing! The thing that I have been praying for for so long is granted.

I texted my best friend, Emjay and told him the good news. After that, we met up in SM Fairview. We ate, sang in the videoke, watched a movie (Hating Kapatid..haha), ate again, sang again, and endless talks and laughter. I left SM about 7:30 in the evening and arrived home at 9:30. It was a very tiring day but at the same time very worth it.

Fun! Fun! Fun!

Me, Myself, and April

Yippee!! My first ever blog!! I'm so excited to open my world to this page and to those people who will have an interest to view my blog. I have so many things in mind; things I want to put here. But first, I want to explain why my blog looks like this. Isn’t it obvious that I love the color PINK and BUTTERFLIES plus, FAIRY things? I also added pictures of persons I love. Those are my precious friends who became my life in every stage of my existence. :-)

Looking forward to more blogging! Cheers!